Living,

Sorry your feeling sad...

Trust me our emotions are like rollercoaster one minute we are
strong then we feel hopeless.

But is all Normal feelings..
After 1yr 8months am still more sad then ever.

But is ok to feel this way.
I have posted notes to myself saying
Is ok to not be ok
Is not you fault
Today is a new day

I must say these reminder notes help me alot

As everyone has said. Stay away from H
I know is easier said than done
But find things to do.

I know when W left I thought it was the end.
But I have read some pretty bad stories of MLC
Stay at home.
I am so glad W left, WAW

I can't imagine waking up to a monster everyday or even sleeping
In the same roof. My W did that for a while walking around, making noise
I couldn't sleep I honestly thought I wasn't going to wake I am scared of my W.

So you do what's best for you and S.
Financial
Emotional
Mentally
Physically
Always protect you and S.

You have a long road.

But remember is ok to not be ok
And is ok to cry
is ok...

Stay strong Living


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9