Getting ready to leave work. Drop off paperwork at L.

Well into Gordie's post 12. Not sure good read right now. Feeling low. dark low.

So not detached in any way. Don't want friend zone. I want my W.

Been fired by her. Or being fired.

Been fired. This is worse.

Praying for the miracle. Not feeling attractive or positive about much right now.

Yes, stream post.

H (me) 56 ; W 54 ; M 32 ; D 32 ; D 30 ; S 21 ; Grandkids: 12, 11, 10, 8, 1