It doesn't sound crazy, I believe us LBS find a new love with God,
I always thank God for all my blessings but I will admit having kids,work and basically trying to catch up with society, there was days I forgot what I had is because of God I admit me forgetting and focus more on kids,work and marriage...
I will admit this humble me down. Alot to me being a LBS was my awakening from myself. We lose ourselves. I lost being me to make W happy
So I know now I thank God for all my blessings small or big I am so grateful.
I agree with many of us here, we all are here for a reason. I thank God for that.
Following along, and I know monstering MLC are just bat [censored] crazy... I Rather have a vanisher anytime. But I know we all will get through this.
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9