Thanks, Cadet. I know that things seem quite hopeful (at least for now), as compared to many of the other threads I see on here. I know that and am grateful.

I just can’t help but wait for the other shoe to drop (‘I’m leaving,’ or ‘Get out,’ or ‘This isn’t working’ or whatever). I’m afraid, but I’m not, if that makes sense. Worst-case scenario doesn’t scare me as much as it did back in February, and while I’m hopeful, it just feels pretty dark all the same.

Still not sure about what to do / say for our upcoming anniversary in a couple of weeks.

What I do know, though, is that there is a Christmas craft table at work today, so both S are getting ornaments for our tree. /purchased


M: 36
W: 30
T: 9
M: 7

S6 (OS)
S7mo (YS)

ILYBINILWY BD: Feb. ‘18

W Wants S / D BD: 1/4/19

H / W still in-house

D papers from W: 3/14/19