More dreams last night.

First one was I went to his place of work and saw OW there. My attitude was not angry or sad but more arrogant actually, although jealousy was definitely there as I remember telling someone that she wasn’t that pretty haha. That was pretty much the extent of the dream, sort of being there for a while and continuing to get glimpses of her.

The second one was I was at some event where there was a cute guy speaking and afterward there was some flirting. But then I found out he had a girlfriend so that made me a little sad. I think this one is about feeling rejected even when I feel good about myself (I was confident and wearing really cute outfit in the dream and felt like I acted very charming!)

Weirdly my mom texted me saying she’s having H dreams now. Said hers was also about seeing HIM at work and him being remarried...ugh


H:39 W:30
M:4 T:9

05/2018: H says "ILYBNILWY", BD
07/2018: Discovered A, confronted
09/2018: PA + other details emerge; H moved out
12/2018: I filed
03/2019: Divorce finalized