Is love worth the pain? Back to Basics

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She won’t choose to do it. She never has. She says she does her work alone. I think I’m just done guys. I’m not going to say she needs ic as much as outline all the unhealthy stuff in her life. Tell her it has affected me. I hope she gets healthy but she has to stop blaming me and look inward. I’m more sad but I wish I was more mad. I have a call with a therapist focusing on people going through separations and divorce tomorrow. Feeling done. Done. Done. She would have to change so much. Of course she told me she was going out with a girlfriend last night. And my anxiety shows through she’s probably out all night having risky sex whatever. I gotta move on to get healthy.