Getting Mixed Signals - New Thread

[Living]

Wow as I read over my previous thread I cringe at my typos. Sorry guys, lol! I’m typing via a cell phone because I didn’t want him finding this website on my computer. I know, I know, clear history but sometimes I forget to do that.

Yesterday evening when he went up to do his laundry and take a shower, he finally realized that his things have been moved out of the MBR. He came to me and said “Soooo you couldn’t put this [censored] up?” What????? He expected me to nice and neatly put his things away? I looked at him and said calmly, “no”. He shook his head and said in an upset manner, “Ok that’s cool, this is how we are going to do this, that’s cool.” He then said, I’ll put it up myself. Ugh yea!!!!

This morning after he left for work I noticied that he left the door open to his room. I peaked in the door and noticed that he hasn’t put much of anything in the closet or in the dresser. His clothes are all on the floor.

I’m sure he’s p!ssed and will retaliate in some way. I need to prepare myself for what may come next, which I’m not sure.

Then I picked my son up from school yesterday and I explained to him that my H will start to share a bathroom with him. He said ok. Then my son told me, that my H isn’t sleeping at night. Which means my son isn’t either, lol. My son gets up real early for school, comes home from school and falls asleep, so he usually struggles to fall asleep at night. I’m trying to get my son out of this cycle. Lol. Anyway, my son says that the other night he kept hearing my husband go in and out of the bathroom. He also said he sounds like he was walking up and down the hall.

So yesterday after work, I pulled over at the park and I cried the hardest cry I have in the longest time. I cannot believe my marriage has come to this. I cannot believe that this is where I’m at with my H. I mourn the beautiful marriage we had. I mourn the wonderful husband he was. He was my best friend. It still shocks me that he has done the things he’s done. I’ve told my mother, sisters, and best friend what has happened. They are all in shock. They can’t beleve he is acting this way. I hate that the MLC fairies came and stole my loving and wonderful H.

So today I feel so sad. Still taking my power back and proud of that. However, today I feel so sad.