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[TJT]

Oh! I forgot! Last night I had a weird dream but it's so easy to analyze it's ridiculous. I just wanted to share.

The dream was being in some car that ended up crashing into water. Someone else was with me but I don't think it was H, I think it was just a "character". Anyway I was telling the person we have to get out of the car. But rather than being scared of drowning and the motivation being not wanting to DIE, I remember distinctly that the motivation was more like letting the car sink...in other words I had been set on trying to find a way not to lose the car, until I realized it was sinking and there was nothing I could do. And I was actually kind of calm, whereas in other dreams like this (I have a lot of water-related dreams) I am almost always panicked and struggling.

How is that for symbolism?? I'm very interested in the fact that it was more of a "letting go" dream and even though my mind still races during the day and I don't feel that calm in reality, I hope it means that I am on the right path.

And then I had another "chapter" of dreaming where there was some person with a reptile head that when it opened its mouth it looked like a bunch of teeth and spun around, but I think it was actually just talking or something, I don't know. Super weird, no clue on the relevance of that one!