Great post Pain. Honestly...I am in the same boat as you. I find myself cycling between periods of PMA and a despair-like sadness that can be overwhelming. It is sometimes related to my H and something he said or did but mostly it is something that just seems to hit me out of the blue. I think this is the nature of grief and I know that all of us will get through this phase... we have no choice. But man, does it have to be so d@mn painful?!? I’d really like to just skip to the full-on acceptance part and get off of this ride.
