Ugh... I was just in the lunchroom listening to people talk about upcoming travel plans. Reminded me that this time last year, I was looking forward to our first big family vacation. I so wish I had known it was our last. Our last Christmas as a family. Hard to keep back the tears. I'm sure my H doesn't think about any of those things. He's just looking forward to his "freedom". I so can't wait to get the holidays over with.