Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

Peacetoday amd Neffer,

Yes letting go.
Is the last thing I have to do
And I am. Usually I would cave to W
Or I am the nice person. Yes W

Not sure what happened the last couple of weeks
But I am done with W bs, manipulating us and kids

So W wanted kids to go to therapist W recommend
I never said yes or no I just listen. Again W biggest issue
is control.

So I received a text stating.
W Appointment for d10 and s9 time and location
M what is this about
W you said yes for them to start counseling I want
them to go.
M W I never said yes or no, why do you want kids to go
to this counselor is there a reason.
W silence

So I called the counselor that s10 is going, we talk
Counselor wasn't aware of s9 and d10 in therapy over the
Last year. Also counselor thought the same thing why change
them if they been there for over a yr and doing great emotionality
And mentally they doing what I do.

We take things a day at a time.

So I reached out to W again.
I spoke with counselor, we agree kids are good
Where there at. If there's any other reason why you want them
To go please let me know. But for now they staying there
And you also are welcome to join them.

W silence.

So here I am waiting on Guadian ad litem decision
W wants to change kids therapist without any good reason

I also know I can't control W reasons and thoughts.

But I can see W trying once again to control everything.

My therapist said good for me for standing up for my kids
And speaking up, and standing my grounds for the Trios.

Besides this we been good. Taking things a day at a time.

My car got fix thank you God is my only thing I have.
We set up some decorations, not sure if I can afford gift
Or tress for trio's but I must say they are amazing kids.

S9 draw a tree and said this can be our tree.

I must say this experience have made me realize alot.
And appreciate so much. I once had it all. Once a 7ft tree
Beautiful took me hours to decorate, now I sit here with
A paper drawing tree. Wow how life can change over night.

But am grateful to see another day.