Hi DV. Thanks for posting. Yes I have read your sitch. Your H must want to do his inner voyage to heal himself. Easier to say than to do. You have travelled a long way DV...keep your light shining. Hope is a resilient spark, it hides somewhere. But you need to live your life girl. So keep your hope there but control your expectations. You are a role model for your kids, teach them how to have a healthy life. You must give them the example.
Stay strong there DV. Proud of who you are: the lighthouse.