You are on the right path. Be patient with yourself. You can't rush this grieving process. You'll have ups and downs as the days go by. But soon you will see that there are more ups than downs. You will get there, trust in that.
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019