I'll keep myself busy with volunteering and hanging out with family/friends. I'll continue to diet and exercise. I'll start planning vacations with my girls. Our goal is to visit all 50 states and all 6 habitable continents. I'm also trying to become a better cook. This weekend I'll try a vegetable soup recipe that a co-worker gave me. I'll keep in consistent contact with my girls when I'm not with them.
Questions
1) Leave Facebook, unfriend my STBXW and family, or just unfollow my STBXW and family? 2) Hold onto hope? Quite honestly, the only hope I have left is divine hope. I have no expectations. I'm not sure if I should just close this chapter of my life or leave the door open (be the lighthouse)? Question 1 goes to this also. I could choose to have minimal contact with my STBXW or I could keep in contact (but have no expectations) and hope that one day she'll come out of her fog. It's probably healthier to close this chapter. 3) I know dating isn't in the cards. I'm not ready for that. But when? I guess that's a "who knows" question.
