Another busy day at work. Still nervous when coming home. W had crazy eyes again but not confrontational. I continue to show respect and be humble but upbeat. Tonight I finish prep to meet with Atty tomorrow. I have a case that will demolish her. It's what I have to do in order to get the kids.Going to present evidence I have and take 7-10 days before pulling the trigger. Despite the pain shes caused this family I have a big heart and it is difficult to do it this way. We made eye contact a few times tonight and I can tell she's in pain. It hurts me to see her this way. That's why I am taking time with this. I looked at an apartment and a new level of reality hit. I put myself in her shoes, no job, no income, no place to live and realized she is not only facing her inner demons but these things too. I'm in a non alimony state and she will be struggling. It is a big pill to swallow.
