Finding the Balance and then Tipping the Scale

[Adam04]

Yes, I was biding time financially. I am planning to speak to an attorney soon within the next week. I want to get all my ducks in a row and expect moving out. If that does happen, I'd be scraping by but I'd have my self-respect. Financially it might not be a smart move because the last issue with my car costed about 3k and if something happens with it again, I'll be in a bad situation. I thought it might be financially sound to wait a couple more months for a little cushion. That's the only thing holding me back and I see now that the boundary I've been wanting to set is on the A. I thought I've been dealing with my emotions well in not putting any focus on her but it's became a thing that is also preventing me from standing up for myself. I think for me, it starts here as hard as it could be for some.