Appreciate you Steve and everyone here. This resource and this reading the last hour or so has been extremely helpful. I have a hard time reading and incorporating the reading into my action but I’m full DB detach let go of control mode. I’m still attached the sexual thoughts of her affect me way too much. Shed some tears today but it’s mostly when I think of seeing D4 only half the time or missing things with her. Wish wife would commit to working through the hard times but she just can’t handle it right now. I accept that and where she is. She really can’t deal with the hard conversations. We have MC Monday. Going to try to get there just to talk about accepting her and respecting her journey. No more pushing my communication or healthy relationship stuff. Just let go detach continue my growth positive loving mindset higher frequency vibrations positive vibe and acceptance.
Hang in there Did. Remember, there is light at the end of the tunnel! One day at a time. Try not to worry too much (seeing D half time, etc) about things that haven't come to fruition yet.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
