Divorce and Acceptance part 3

[Pax_luv]

Job, Gerda , Marina- thanks so much. While our circumstances aren’t ideal, I’m glad to walk this path with each of you.

The weirdness has ramped up in the last 24 hours. There’s A LOT happening on the legal front that I can’t share.. but it’s giving me anxiety.

I just had a quick little rant with my lawyer who totally gets the situation. I’ve always risen above ex and his lawyers nonsense but I’ve hit the wall and I just said... I’m so done with these goons (ex and his lawyer). The games are just out of control nor are they legal. It’s a circus.

Anyway, ex has an outstanding email to me that needs a response and I soooooo want to add some extra commentary in there. I feel detached enough that I don’t care if he bites back. (And yeah I’m sill trying to view him with compassion)

But sometimes nonsense calls for a reality check. I just want to reply back to him and say “bro... are you for real?! I feel like we’re stuck in 2015 and I have Dr. X (our mc) trying to drill into my thick skull that I will NEVER be good Enough for you. NOTHING I do will ever be good enough for you. To be at this juncture and still dealing with this is comical really. You and I both know that x,y,z is the truth. Time to stop with the games and face reality.”