Major twist of events. W woke me up in terrible back pain this morning both yesterday morning and this morning. First time tests were run nothing was observed. We’re back in again and more tests are being run. She’s not pregnant.
It’s horrible of me to say, but my concern is not...terribly great. Like I care for her, but not in the way I should be.
In a way, it feels like payback. Not that I would wish what she is going through on her or anyone else, but it feels...justified. I feel horrible typing this out and it’s awful of me to say, but I truly feel that this is the universe paying back. I don’t know.
