Hi Bo, I´m Neffer. Welcome to the forum. Just jumping here to emphasize what seems to be a clear PPD. That needs to be diagnosed and taken care of ASAP. Get professional help. Have you got it? it´s really important.

WW H(me): 55
W: 50
S: 20
T: 31 M: 25

Piecing since 03/2016
Saw the light in the storm