New chapter....with or without her

[EZdozit]

Ovrnn - Yes I will be true to my MR until the end...but have to say that I’m susceptible to getting myself into an EA at this juncture. Yes I will value the friendship, and I made my intentions with the women this evening. I guess I will navigate this very carefully.

AS - Appreciate the perspective. Totally right that it feels awesome to get the attention of an attractive female that sees my value for who I am. And this one would be totally outkicking my coverage. Lol. Patience is key and I’ll remain as such.

Journaling:
Birthday turned out to be a memorable one. Having the snow day with S and doing activities out of the norm was awesome. After spending the morning making forts out of bedsheets and blankets, S and I ventured downtown in the afternoon to city union station where they had a dinosaur exhibit. We had the place to ourselves!! We totally geeked out on learning a ton of new things that I would have never known that have been discovered over last 10 years. S wants to be paleontologist when he grows up..lol.

After dinosaur exhibit, took S to W place and kept exchange very brief. W again was chatty and asked about S and my weekend activities. I kissed S goodbye and then said I had to run to get to my men’s fellowship group.

While in the car taking S to W’s place, I told him that I was going to treat myself to my favorite Italian restaurant to celebrate my birthday. For the last 11 years, it has been a tradition to eat my birthday meal at this place. S asked who I was going there with...and I cavalierly said Daddy is going to meet up with a friend...no other details provided. (I got it carry out). Well 20 minutes after I had left, I get a barrage of texts from W saying she forgot to mention she had a griddle she wanted to give me that she took when leaving....and asked when and how we could arrange for me to get it. Our normal schedule resumes tomorrow so FTF interactions will be limited. I didn’t reply as I was at my men’s group. After my men’s group, I went and picked up my dinner and went home. As I’m enjoying my dinner, I get 2 FaceTime calls for W...about an hour after S usual bedtime. I didn’t respond. I then get a text from W saying “Hi daddy!! Happy birthday. We love you! Moah” followed by a bunch of kiss emojis. I didn’t respond.

I may be guilty of modestly engineering this by telling S about my dinner plans knowing he would tell W...but it honestly feels pretty damn good to know I’m percolating her curiosity about my GAL activity!!