Thank you Sandi for the words you’ve written. It means a lot to me. I’m still fighting. I’m fighting my mind, my fantasy world with OW. I’m doing IC and we talked about it last Friday. W didn’t make me work hard to get back home but I knew I have to do it myself. Of course I chose my MR because I knew it was the right thing to do. Some cells of my heart still long for OW and a few of my pillow demons whisper she is the love of my life...No way!
Well I chose my family and I’m writing this with pride and joy. Go figure! More than two and a half years from our last contact with OW and my mind still plays treacherous games. So what you have posted Sandi fits perfectly on where I’m standing. Thank you for sharing your wisdom with us. I’m not very religious but there are signals that I can’t ignore. You have contacted me writing an exact description of what I’m going through at these days. I have no words to describe this. Thank you Sandi, from each fiber of my heart, thank you!
I’m fighting, fighting every day and I will not surrender. I’m standing where I have chosen to be: with my family. And I’m proud of my decision.
That’s why I will be eternally grateful to my DB brothers and sisters. Really you have saved my life.
