So today is my birthday. We had blizzard like conditions yesterday so S school got cancelled. I feel as if it was the best present I could get that I get to spend today with S. We have made forts with our blankets and bed sheets and have had a blast! We will continue to make this day special by doing things together out of the norm.
W sent me a happy birthday text exchange this morning which I didn’t expect to get. She also sent a FB friend request and I’ve recieved 4 HB wishes from some of her friends....which have been absent from my life the last 9 months. I won’t pretend to read the tea leaves....but I will continue to tread carefully and take things at face value as they seem to trend upwards.
On another front, I have garnered some interest from a women I was introduced to at church. She knows my situation from my friends as she also went through a similar situation with her H. We talked last night for a couple of hours...about any and everything. I don’t think I’m at a place to where I would have an interest in starting a relationship....but damn...I got the feels in which I haven’t had in years in talking with her....not since I first met W. I know and expect the 2x4’s to come for that...
I’m feeling at somewhat of a crossroads. I’m feeling as I’m starting down the path of being the LBS that won’t take WAS back....not yet 100%...but 98% there.
Me - 38 W-37 S6 M 10 years T 13yrs BD 3/18 W moves out 4/18 W files 7/18
