I think I know my feelings. I just discussed this with my IC and she agrees that I am ready to move on. I wanted to save M for a while but what would be left...there has been too much damage and even with full remorse I don't ever see myself loving my W the way I once did. I am seeing the light and this is what full detachment feels like, I didn't realize it until I just left IC and described the convo W had with me on Thurs. All I heard were words and although I felt sorry for her pain, had no feelings of wanting to help her or did it move me to be hopeful of any R with her I want the new life that I am moving towards.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019
