W just admitted to an EA while we were talking divorce logistics. She stated that it didn't start until after the BD, but I don't believe her. She also stated that nothing sexual has happened, but I dont believe that either. She is fast tracking the divorce because she says she isn't a "cheater". I think she just feels guilty. I'm truly disgusted by the whole thing, but I dont hurt as much as I thought I would. Maybe the pain will sink in later.
