It was pleasurable to take the kids out myself. We have been going out as a family since August so it was the 3rd or 4th time since then I have done it myself. It was great.
Daughter told me mommy was crying today. I didn't think she did that in front of the kids. Bathroom trashcan is full, top to bottom, of Kleenex. It made me kind of feel sorry for her.
Now she is out, probably until late. I guess now that the A is out in the open she has nothing to hide anymore. I am caring less and less about it.
I started pouring myself back in to work and people have noticed how much better I am. I think nurses know something is up though because I am being offered lunches and given gifts. 2 phone numbers today, lol.
