Journaling... Today has been a much better day. Still feeling under the weather but mentally stronger. My H just called to talk to the kids and we had a brief conversation. I could tell he was uncomfortable even just exchanging pleasantries. He’s coming over tomorrow to help me put up our tree. We’ll see how that goes. Detach, detach, detach... really working hard on that. Doing it with love but also reminding myself of all the cr@p he pulled. Helps a bit.
