D12 continued to have a tough time today. She cried much of the morning. I made the girls bacon and eggs for breakfast. W had one strip of bacon. We watched church online, played games, and then they all flew back to their current home, out of state. W was bit more cold and distant today. Not sure if that was because of how normal yesterday was and she was emotionally pulling back, but I guess it doesn't matter. We'll be officially divorced in eight days.
The weekend was strangely normal--which probably made it worse for D12 and I. We got a glimpse of how life could be if W wasn't so set on D. As Keith Urban would say, tonight I just wanna cry. I did go against DB'ing one time this weekend. As they left, I held W's hand (she let me) and I told her that this is the last time we'll see each other as a married couple. I didn't do it to get her back. That train has left the station. I just did it because it meant something to me.
