Hey... if I was a guy, I would totally want to date you...lol. I would also love to be in your shoes although they wouldn’t fit because I wear a size 10. FS...your H knows you are a catch. Stop the obsessing. Let him be the one obsessing for awhile. If I were you, I would dial up the friendliness just a little bit...not too much. And be just a little less available and a bit more independent. Let him be alone for awhile. You are doing great. Marathon...not a sprint.