They were entries in her personal journal...but no she never did convey those feelings to me during that time. I do feel like both my W and I were at fault in failing to outline our needs from each other like many folks on these boards. I believe a lot in that life was happening...work, school, raising our s, that took away our focus on each other.
One bit of positivity that came of finding journal was she had an entry on how she found my smile irresistible..as she challenged herself in finding more ways to bring the smile out in me. I’ll be the first to admit that I didn’t have a lot to smile about the last 3 years..but it has definitely returned in a big way in the last month! I know she sees that as well.
Me - 38 W-37 S6 M 10 years T 13yrs BD 3/18 W moves out 4/18 W files 7/18
