A common theme was she felt alone. And I feel horrible I wasn’t present enough to recognize it at the time.
I won’t beat myself up over it...as what’s done is done...but man was that a slap in the face as to see the roadmap in what has led to my current reality.
ALWAYS remind yourself that adults need to ask for what they want. It is immature/childish to "want" something to be granted without having to ask, it is almost part of the teenage/childlike definition of "love." Did she ever tell you she felt alone and you simply ignored her and went away?
