Sorry to hear that Kiwi. I honestly would not wish this experience on my worst enemy. It is so draining and never-ending. This week has been so bizarre. I had a couple days where I really felt like I was turning a corner and then wham!!! Grief, sadness, loss... The looming division of assets, etc... is what has gotten me down for sure. My H will really start pushing for it after New Years and my day-to-day life will change. Back to money worries and budgeting. Eighteen months of freedom from that was amazing. So glad we took the expensive holiday last New Years but if I had known, I would have scheduled a couple more for sure. We had waited so long to take that family holiday. I wish I had known it would be our last.
