Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

Peacetoday,

Thank you,
Bf is moving back to her home state
Like 3 to 4hrs away.

Yes trying to figure out where to put our stuff

Unfortunately also this is going make me go through
Some painful memories. As I stated W, literally
Walk away, going through MLC so I also have W
Things.

My step mom who been separated from my dad
Today I ask her what do I do with pictures and memories
Of W and I, that's what I been fighting emotionally
W was in military many of memories of W

I will take the important things and paperwork and picture
And items of W. I will let her know to pick up from BF house

I honestly can't keep holding to W load also is alot
Trying to do all this on my own.

I know many will say W not in a good place mentally
But I can't keeping holding also to W things.

I did find a storage, money I don't have either.

Bf, husband is going through his own crisis
He simply not happy. I honestly feel sorry for bf
As she doesn't see it. Bf is a sahm and depends
on H literally, bf doesn't even have her own debit
Card. When I got that text I simply replied ok
But then bf kept saying he wanted by Tomorrow
I of course said What... I was shock and said please give me
A week. Bf apologized over and over and just kept
Saying sorry he going nuts. I truly understand what bf
Is saying as I am seeing it myself he is losing his mind

Is crazy as I see the sign's Now. W had them just
Differently before bd
Big party for me for birthday
I love you daily W said how much I meant to her
Oh let's have a baby.... M I want us to have a baby
for W to carry as her own.

Bf ,h
Purchase a motorcycle 1yr ago
Less then 3 months was going buy a home
Without bf knowing but not approved
H ask for friends and family to cosign
I was one Nope
H was going to open his own business less then
2 month's ago he got denied
And less then a month ago purchased all new furniture
Also bf didn't know.
H tells bf wants to buy a RV to travel bf said oh No



And Boom moving Now... like now... H tells Bf



The sad part there are younger kids under 6.. and 2

I just know bd is also going come to BF soon but
Bf in denial.

So here I am stressing about storage