Wide awake and it is almost 1 a.m. My H’s push towards separating our finances has me worried far less about whether he is coming back and more worried about losing time with my children and finances. Honestly...we were home free but when you divide our $ in half, it feels like I am going right back to where I was before we moved. Living pay cheque to pay cheque with no extras for vacations or summer holidays with the kids. I have just been doing the math and have figured out a way to just be devastated all over again. I really, really hate this. frown