Gordie 22 eight months after she dropped the D

[Rita]

Gordie, I just read what you wrote on Hamburg's thread about your W wanting you to meet the OM.

I never knew that.

So so so shocking.

That cuts my heart like a very sharp and very salty knife to even think of it.

It must have hurt you so much.

That day, if I could have, I would have met you in my church and just sat there in the silence looking at the stories of Christ all above us -- and of Mary -- and thinking about their love for us and their patience in suffering, and laying that about your W asking that at their feet. But I would have cried with you, that is for sure.

The only good thing about it is that it's so clear she was not in her right mind, thinking that way.

I think you have said she has from time to time alluded to hurting you.

Has she said anything about that?

The fact that she is back, in whatever way she is back, is amazing when you think of her wanting you to meet the OM. It gives me some hope to juxtapose those two things.

I am going to go into my room and pray for a while; that post of yours threw me to my knees for us both.