However, last night he initiated R talks. He told me that he missed being in love with me. He also told me some of the things he feels has gone wrong in our relationship. He says he misses me and does love me so much. He said that he doesn稚 want a divorce....He ended the conversation by saying he isn稚 saying things can稚 be fixed but he痴 not sure if they can. He then reiterated that he wasn稚 ready for a D.
Do you believe him?
I feel I know him very well so I would say that I do believe him. Especially since he initiated the conversation. However, there is so much that needs to be fixed. He held a lot in for a very long time. We should have addressed these issues before they got to this point.
The fact is I still love him and I feel he still loves me. I知 just not positive he痴 willing to do the work we will have to do to rebuild our marriage. However, one things is certain, he isn稚 letting me go yet.
What I need to hear him say is that he痴 committed to working on our marriage together. That is what I haven稚 heard. I refuse to do all the work.
Original BD: 10/26/2017 PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017 Second BD: 09/15/2018 Currently: IHS M: 42 H: 45 S: 22 lives on his own D: 18 away at college S: 15 still lives at home - the only child we share together
