If I read AS’ post back when I started to DB, I’d have told you that I want to make it to step 11 as quickly as possible. Despite being told that it’s going to take time (lots of months, year maybe), I would have told you (and I have if you look at my earlier threads) that things were progressing quicker and we’re on the right track.
But I also was constantly looking over my shoulder to see if W noticed, and even deep down I knew that things were not as they seemed and that the journey is still in its infancy. It took a painful snooping session to really come to terms at to how serious this is and that I really need to drop the rope.
When I truly let go, that is when I really started to feel the growth inside of me. I am feeling better, more confident, and carrying myself as God’s gift. I really do care as much if W notices. She wants in great. If it, her loss.
Get to that stage. Act confident. Pamper yourself. Buy nice clothes and go out. Strut your stuff! You’re beautiful! Make the world know!
