I’m right there with you, man. But let’s be strong in the face of what’s ahead of us. We can continue to work on ourselves while we cheer on the others. Celebrate their wins, and remind yourself that the future really is uncertain.
Although I agree with you that the LBH tends to have a solid idea about what is LIKELY to happen. My W is so good at controlling her emotions that I wonder if she will ever even allow herself to think that she misses me. That would mean she was wrong, and that’s not acceptable to her. But you never know.
And yeah, it’s easy to be envious about the others. Those lucky ducks. But maybe the envy reveals something in you that you need to work on. Me, I don’t want to be D but if I am, I don’t want to be the kind of person who resents it forever. That’s gonna take some work, because resentment is my usual strategy. And I’m only able to say this because I’m not having a terrible day.
Stay strong.
H: 35 W: 33 M: 11 T: 13
4/10/18: I discovered A and confronted ("BD1") 6/23/18: I moved out 8/31/18: MC ends ("BD2")
