holidays are going to be tough no matter what. simply put I miss her, my D and OUR whole family.
I'll get through it ok, but there will be a TON of self reflecting...and hopefully a lot of food!
praying for all of you...
-B
Those first holidays after BD are horrible! Hang in there B, you'll just persevere at first, but then you'll learn to start enjoying life again. Be patient with yourself!