Awww... thanks so much Ryan. This has been quite the process. I am feeling really good today. I still miss my H. There are many things I love about him. But somehow it feels different today. I think it has finally sunk in that the person I fell in love with all those years ago and was so incredibly devoted to for the past 13 years... that person left me a long time ago. This new person is a shell of his former self. He has a lot of work to do to move forward and become a better person. The person he is now does not deserve me. I always knew that but finally I am starting to really feel it.
Yorkie!!! I am so glad you are still here. I really miss you when you don't post for awhile. You are such an inspiration to me. Someone who is wise and so grounded. Yes...you struggled in the beginning, as we all do, but you are so smart and resilient. I sure hope you stick around even though it sounds like you are in a pretty good place right now. I do love it when you post on my thread. I read your posts over and over. Thank-you for visiting again!!! I am glad to hear you are doing well and keeping busy.
