Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

Thank you everyone again

So good amd bad News for me.
Why because this about the Trio's not me
And remember they just remember the old W which
W was once amazing. Always strict but she baked and
Did things with them. Unfortunately this New person
We don't even know. Or who W is.

So today in Therapy, Gal was also there

Remember we trying the 50/50 custody.
Not sure when it happened in the 2 hours
W through her hands up. Looked at the GAL
W I am done, do what you gotta do
G if the judge makes this decision one parent becomes the
Legal guardian
W yelp I am done I might regret it or not like the outcome but
I am done
Gal M you ok
M yeah tears coming down. I am hurting no matter what I know
Mentally I am the stable parent. But the trio's need her. I know they
Do. Even if it's 25%

I know this much if I get the custody I know W will be a vanisher.
Is sad but I know she will be.

Therapist put her opinion explaining you know what this mean
The kids are going to go through this hurt again. Is like reopening a wound
W yes I know but is for the best.

I honestly believed W she is right is for there best
W at this moment can't be a full functional parent. Not at this
Time.

I won't give up on W but far away I would pray for W turn a
White candles for her. I will make sure kids remember the old
W.
So in less then 2 weeks GAL will be making her recommendations
On where kids go to either it could be W or me. I pray GAL makes
The right decision for our Kids. My kids life is in the GAL hands.

Thank you. I will not be posting for couple of days as I must
Get my thoughts together. I didn't expect this.

I want the trio's but want W in there life not only every twice a month.

My heart is breaking. For the kids because they need us both.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone.
May God continue to bless you and your family.