So again mediation and therapist tomorrow

Gal called and said this is going to long.
I wanted to reply No s**t....

But I stood my cool. Again GAL focus is on kids
But my concern now is moving kids from school
Is to late for them to go to any sports this means
Kids will have to give up sports and friends

And also since s9 last issue I see GAL is pushing this
More. Which am praying is for kids best interest.

I am so tired.
Today I went to doctors did MRI couple test.
I been feeling bad lately I do have an infection going on.
Also they want to place the pain stimulator to my chest
Area. Is crazy so much happening. With no help.

Gal also stated that when GAL called I was in dr.
Gal said ok then when GAL for us to meet. I said
Kids have no school all week off. Gal found this interesting

Gal said well if you had an emergency who would watch them
I said me. Gal tried to say this worrying I have no family here.
Again No s**t. I just took a deep breath and said this is not
The time to answer you these questions but usually I figure it out
I got frustrated and went to the restroom and cried. I feel
as me not having family is bad.

This is crazy... any advice for Tomorrow having therapist
and GAL.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9