Journaling...mainly to keep from going crazy. I came home early from work...on top of everything else, I feel like I am coming down with the flu. It has made me a bit susceptible to my emotions I think. Have felt close to tears ever since I got home. Really needing to get a hold of myself. If I even come close to sniffling, my son is all over me... are you okay mom? You sound sad. It is KILLING me that he is so hyper vigilant of my feelings. My H is such a complete a** for doing this to me...to our family. He wants me to be okay with it so he can walk away feeling good about himself. With such a wake of destruction behind him, I do not know how that is even possible. I am just so incredibly sad today...truth be told. Just really, really sad.
