Thank you Lost and DejaVu for the support, it's what I need to hear and what my conscience has been telling me but there is that other side I have to control. It felt good to type it out to let that part go. I hope to one day reconcile whatever that looks like. Taking it day by day working with my current emotions. Have to release the negative vibes and not hold them in or direct them to her. Thanks again
H 49 , W 47 T 23, M 17 S11, S5 BD: 7/18 IHS: 7/18 - 3/19 Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19 Piecing: 4/19 - Current