Hang in there T! In-house separations are the worst. Do join a gym, that'll help get you out of the house. Plus there's a lot more energy in a gym environment than home. Join a different one than W, absolutely. You don't want to set yourself up to cross paths with her. I can't believe you have that many grandkids and are younger than me, I still can't wrap my head around the idea of being a grandfather! Hasn't happened yet but it's inevitable Enjoy your Thanksgiving! Act "as if" if you have to!