Hi Davide, overall you seem to be doing great, emotional ups and downs after meeting W is common, so overall you are handling it great. April is not far but who knows whats in store 5 months from now right? If anything after this, I have learnt we need to take life overall just in the present, enjoying every bit of it instead of looking back at the past or trying to plan the future. You will know what to do when it is April, until then let things unfold the way they are supposed to. Your healing journey seems to be on a steady path so just continue feeling better. Hugs
