Have a long break in between matches so came home to chill a little. My singles event did not go very well. Not sure why. I felt good and played well but it just didn’t come together this time. Unlike my twin who ended up winning the whole thing. Sigh... Funny thing is...every time I have played against her in a tournament, I have won. She is infinitely irritated that whenever we play, I bring my A game...lol. Anyway...I was happy for her. She came in second a few years ago but this was her first win. Today and tomorrow is the team event. My team is favoured to win but that doesn’t mean anything at the end of the day. We still have to win the games. Only one more match today and then three tomorrow.
My daughter has been texting me. She says her dad is taking them to at football game today at his school where he teaches. I told her to have fun. She wanted to make sure I was good and I told her I was having fun with my friends. She said “good...I love it when you are happy.” Man...that hurt a bit. Tells me she is acutely aware when I am not happy so I definitely need to work on my game face. I don’t want them looking after me... it is my job to look after them.
Still thinking about my H’s declaration that he isn’t doing well and has decided to get more counselling. I had thought he was pushing full-steam ahead towards D so had stopped with the counselling. I guess it doesn’t do me any good to wonder but I sure hope this is a sign that he is not as sure about things as it seems. Guess time will tell. Have to keep my focus on my kids and on DBing and GAL.
(((HUGS))) to all and hoping you are all having a good weekend.
