Hi Cherry, I remember your updates from last year. It sounds like the legal divorce was a big step and you made it through that. Congratulations! If your ex-husband wants to try again then it'd be great if he wants to work hard for many years to reform himself and prove himself to you again but it sounds like you're right, that he doesn't want someone else to have you, and he probably also does realize his mistakes and what he's losing but maybe he's too proud to admit that. I'm glad you took the time to post your update for the rest of us. Please keep us posted if you can.