This is batsh't and I don't like it. It feels punitive, abrupt, and unfair. But even several people IRL have said it's a good idea, at least in terms of taking back my nuts. Or at least protecting myself financially. I get out of work around 2 so then it's off to the L's office.
She's already ripsh't. This is the kind of anger I used to fear. Still do, actually. Because she never expressed it. It came out in other ways, or it came out too strong because it had built up.
Paper tiger? I can see how this might benefit me, but I see it destroying the last rays of hope for R.
You have been destroying the last rays of hope for R by funding this abuse. You got some serious NGS are you going to a NGS group? What are you afraid of? She can't do anything to you that you cant survive. Be strong.
H(37) W(35) D8, D5, S3 T20, M13 BD 8/31/18 EA Discovered 9/13/18 Mediation 10/3/18 W files for D 10/12/18 W moves out 11/10/18 EA confirmed 12/25/18 D Final 1/10/19
