This is batsh't and I don't like it. It feels punitive, abrupt, and unfair. But even several people IRL have said it's a good idea, at least in terms of taking back my nuts. Or at least protecting myself financially. I get out of work around 2 so then it's off to the L's office.

She's already ripsh't. This is the kind of anger I used to fear. Still do, actually. Because she never expressed it. It came out in other ways, or it came out too strong because it had built up.

Paper tiger? I can see how this might benefit me, but I see it destroying the last rays of hope for R.


H: 35 W: 33
M: 11 T: 13

4/10/18: I discovered A and confronted ("BD1")
6/23/18: I moved out
8/31/18: MC ends ("BD2")